"Yes," he'd say, "Every day feels like Monday
But, curiously, Jed is also a runner. "It's how I self-medicate," Jed says, "when I'm not drinking
So why is it that he sometimes takes a week off for no reason? Why does he just fall out of the patterns that work for him, that make him function? If it makes him feel so good, you'd think he'd never skip a workout. "It only takes one," he says, "to kick off that negative feedback loop. I skip the workout, and then I feel bad about it, and so I skip another. Then I feel worse, and it compounds and builds. Before I know it, a week's gone by."
So how does Jed get out of this cycle? How does a depressed person help himself? "Sheer willpower," Jed says. "I force myself. Everything inside is shouting at me to crawl into bed and stay there. Every atom of me screams to do nothing. I have to push through that. Running taught me how to push that hard. Running a marathons gets bad, but you have to push through that despair at mile 18 or 20 to get your medal."
In short, to run through depression, Jed says:
- Run anyway, now matter how bad you feel
- Slavishly obey your routines/plans
- Forgive yourself when you fail because you will fail
- Reward yourself when you succeed
I try to remember that it's temporary. That helps.
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ReplyDeleteRun anyway, now matter how bad you feel
That is the spirit to run!!!
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